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people told me, never tackling a girl in age range 17-21. because they r not sure what they want and you might be the victim even though you so love her or do not do anything wrong. chinese proverb said : "if you want to condemn somebody you can always find out a charge".

It might be true. or maybe i believe.

Different types of friends i came across. Who i tackle b4, or who tackled me b4.....

Anyway, 1 kind i wan to emphasized on, is, girl who just break. They change their mind  fast, anybody can be their boy friend. perhaps, "you r so lucky". Why i want to talk about this? to prevent you from become another victim as my friend did. my friend is single, and i knew he is uncertainty and duno what gal he wan to be with. well, once he told me got a female would like together with her, but he duno how. he told me.

since he need time to consider, he never direct accept the girl. slowly, the relationship getting closer as he told me. he still not yet accept the girl.

finally, the girl started to targeting another man, and now she got a bf.

pity my fren! haha.......sorry, if u see tis, not to laugh u ^_^ but to share with my frens here.

so, guys, be determined. if you like, just go ahead, if u dun, never fall to d girl as she and u r not yet in a relationship. you will be suffered.

The Moment

The moment I fall,
The moment I fall without reason.
Fall? love.

The moment of uncertainty,
The moment of uncertainty without solution.
Why? Is a temporal disease.

The moment of break,
The moment of break without turn back.
How? It is the only choice.

Well, here it's come, then it's end.
From nothing resides in d heart, to a strong hone in d heart...
Myself, indeed infected with viruses, called love.

But the temporal choice, make its to the end.
due of own caprice & self-willed, no one to blame.
felt I am just a toy of yesterday,
but to be fair to others.
It is consequences.
yes, I knew.

what left is some fragment of memories,
hoping to chain it and save to a permanent data,
which is wouldn't last.

Oh, ... Let it be, should let it be, .... must let it be.
good bye~ my friend...you flying with wings...

choice of fire and water

i think sooner, i need to go 1 place that i never go. counselling room at utar.

i really duno what should i do lei...., dating with some1 that like me, of course, i did like her too (the honest and faithful really touching), totally normal ^_^. However, sometimes i dun like d way my that fren speak to me..... really.. haiz.... But, sometimes, it is better duno mention worth of not worth to be, i also duno la.. not cannot, but i just felt it is too serious to mention and u know,  i sure go if i can go by ktm de...father just fetch me tats all. but from utar take so many turns from bus, from lrt... etc.. so confuse a...scare...

Cheer ^_^.........

it is like the case, "if study master, then break up lo" said by mr. X. As i knew, Break up this word. never never mention to a girl fren...because this word...cant simply say. never ever say.. hehe^_^.

yesterday, i suddenly offline, feel so sorry to all of my fren that i chat with...soli soli ^^, becoz i felt so farn and i sleepy and i think oso no solution liao de la...

i really need consult some relationship expert here,... what is called Shun Qi Zi Ran?
izzit, i still can be what i am?..and slowly... bring some1 into part of my life? changing my weakness is good. but slowly ...... i hope so, coz i oso dun wan myself as stupid as right now. "You" r really changing me, ....real de, ...but it is too fast.... ^_^ like tat i can crazy de